Anyway, today I went to my parents’ church and talked to Pastor Brian for a few minutes. He said even though I stopped going to the church over a year and a half ago, he will never consider me a guest. He says he’s waiting for me to come back and call Crosspointe my home church.
For whatever reason, I actually am considering the idea of coming back permanently. I have always been turned off from Crosspointe, simply because I wanted to go to my “own” church instead of my “parents’” church. I also have other selfish problems, such as the age gap and the music choices, but those shouldn’t hold me back from going to this church that I actually feel like I could be a part of.
So I started writing down some ideas I had and other things I need to think about. For now, I’m not going to set my mind on anything, but I just want to be praying about where God wants me. I need to find a church and stick to it, because I haven’t been to the same church in five weeks; I’ve been hopping from church to church, trying to find my place.
It’d be nice if you could say a prayer for me to know where I would be most useful and be able to glorify God’s name.